Waiting
I'm sitting here silently,
As I stare into space.
I'm in my own little world,
Where everyone is free;
And can float far away from this place.
Where I can make you realize,
How beautiful you really are to me.
The gift you have within you,
Overwhelm me so it blinds me;
And I cannot see.
I am just waiting,
For my make-believe fantasy.
To someday become reality,
Where I can whisper in your ear;
And tell you what you mean to me.
It just seems like we are,
Light years away from each other.
And sometimes my tears talk to me,
They come out and ask me;
"Why do you even bother?"
I tell them that I feel it,
This wonderful warmth inside.
It's what you bring me,
It comes day by day;
And never seems to actually subside.
It's not just that,
There is something I see in your eyes.
When I met you once,
It was like this most sincerity;
Like I somewhat mattered in the world.
It was this feeling I never felt before.
So I am still waiting,
For my one day to shine in a world of my own.
Your inspiration will always be there,
To support me through it all and;
Be my backbone.
The words that you speak,
And music I watch you perform.
Has touched my soul so deeply,
As much as I will never wake up;
The same person I used to be.
I don't take anything for granted anymore,
And the respect I have for you is infinite.
You have helped me and been so amazing,
When I was broken and weak;
Your story made me feel as tough as granite.
In my world sometimes there are clouds,
And it gets so dark and cold.
But you are always there in the end,
Bringing me a rainbow and then you hand me;
My incredible pot of gold.
Will I always be waiting?
For that one moment I can repay you.
Repay you for the day I was scared and alone,
Trapped in a dark haze;
And your words guided me through.
My faith in you and what you do,
Is eternal and I'm here waiting.
For the day you will see my world,
And understand my heart;
When it explains the visions I see.
So as I sit here silently,
Staring into this space.
I am flying in the world,
You have created for me;
And a smile is upon my face.
Because I know,
No matter how long it takes me.
Someday the wait will be over,
Someday I will look back and remember;
How I finally got to tell you about this world I call my dream.
© of Tiffany 2001
Fantasy
Yesterday, I cried again,
Just wish that you would know my name.
I hear your voice, I see your face,
They both put misery in my days.
They make me happy because it’s you,
They make me sad because it’s true.
I don’t have you, and I never might,
We haven’t met yet, and it just ain’t right.
Look at you? I can for hours.
Looked at me? You haven’t yet.
I’ve known you for many months now,
But still we haven’t even met.
I know that you’re the one for me,
I know that we are meant to be.
If only I could feel your touch,
If only I didn’t need you so much.
You set a fire deep inside my soul,
And put it out no one can.
If someday soon I meet you could,
Make you mine I instantly would.
But now all I do is cry,
And fantasize ‘bout days of you and I.
I wish my fantasies would come true,
‘Cause I cannot live without you.
~ Ariana K. - Dedicated to Jacob Underwood
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Loving O-Town 2000-2001
All Rights Reserved
Special thanx to Mona
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